I am agitated.

My feelings are raw.

I want to be somewhere I don't feel,

Somewhere I don't think.

Somewhere that is full and occupies me completely,

Without leaving any space to any past.

Somewhere only present exists.

I don't want to think anymore.

I don't want to feel anymore.

I don't want to feel any joy, happiness, love for...

For the other side of the coin is endlessly following:

Sadness, sorrow, disappointment...

I want to be devoid of any emotion.

I want to be empty, hollow.

Hollow where people and emotions just go through.

With no effect...